Tuesday, June 29, 2010

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Monday, June 28, 2010

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SUSANNA Fragment, Fragment 72


The only previous reviewed by the large national and foreign press were of the kind mentioned: satanic sects or abstruse stupid flower in the jungle of excess brain (Remember, too, are the "Beasts of Satan" and "Children of Satan", with their ritual murder, which agitated the multi-media news for so long). O phenomenology of satanic rock, the chemistry between drugs and external iterations obsessive rhythms and sounds from dopants, for biochemical pathway sought "out of bounds." A Taste
Paul came to the rescue a previous more remote. And most important: the witches. They were not the "Bride of Satan"? Wives, lovers, concubines, seduced victims: as the difference between these distinctions laughable human conventionalism socializing? But yes, they were the first bride of Satan, those intense anthropological figures double face, and then tragically triumphant first defeat: the old women of Satanism by too many roots and masks.
In her "daily adventure" (used this formula, sometimes with a touch of irony that involves the use) of teacher (he avoided, in private, the pompous professor's name or, worse, a professor) of history, Paul seized the opportunity to read several times, even to read to students, under his leadership selective pages of the witch trials. Starting with its second class high schools, where we study the relevant historical periods of grim and murderous religious intolerance stragista. Experiment is not without teeth effects on the audience of women and men. In the first, more excited horror, perhaps from halo sigh of relief for the times changed, and raised in solidarity with those wafers fabricated by the ferocity of human flesh burning from superstition. In the other, less empathy and compassion with a little wary of the temptation of some stupid idiot laugh on the horrific details of that torture, impalement, pulling the breasts in fiery tongs, pierced with needles all over the naked body, looking for imagined Dot insensitive ", allegedly a sign of possession diabolical. And like filth of homo religiosus in a cassock with authority of life and death to helpless victims. And to think that if he had a sense of that expression, which could not adapt to the desires of those with sadistic torturing a license to kill. *

school was not without even reading personal reflections of the famous essay by historian Jules Michelet "The Witch", a masterpiece, for Paul, beautiful, vivid, colorful writing (and even slipped in some "syncopated") as well as a wealth of tidbits from the strong emotional impact. The criticisms of the book suffers from some academy causidica fussiness and poor literary taste (Often, then, ideological and biased) do not limit their merits, his eyes Loic well-fed of cultural anthropology. It was just a charming romantic-literary invention, his "Witch, not even in its excesses of witnesses? Paul did not think so, and considered valid, in principle, the reconstruction (shared by Franco Fortini) of that figure as a very dramatic response to the endless violence of the feudal system on the rural classes and the blasphemous Catholic Church's complicity with the Castle of the Lords, overbearing and cruel. Think of too many chores, in Droit de seigneur, then tacit and sometimes overt, "right understanding" that it was suspending a precarious un'indifesa extreme of all possessions of the peasant serf as semi-free. Including his wife and daughters. A better detail, just add the exhaustion of faith in the figures of the religion tax. Neither Christ nor God Almighty or Madonnas or saints, observed the victims of the "system" never gave readable signs of benevolent power presence there. They were, the victims, torch in the grip of daily distress and suffering, or are noted in the main target of the great scourges of disasters, plagues and / or famine, hurricanes or volcanic fury: the prayers offered sacrifices before the altars of humble field of huts, or marble, and jeweled splendor of cathedrals pandering, remained sterile gestures deluded and impotence in the face of coercive illusion applicant mute icons.
And then he listened attentively to the residues of the old paganism, never completely off. They were devils and devils those of the glorious, magnificent temples of inhabitants (as he had downgraded the Church)? The poor peasant woman, alone in the house, not sure of being able to keep intact for the scorned husband who breaks his back over the greedy sod, a tickling feeling of curiosity to get those little tempting (children, elves, goblins ...). I like maybe they send out the flames of the hearth a persuasive voice: "You called me? Here I am, "or" Call me and I'll make you happy. " Resist now hold on tomorrow, exacerbated by growing deafness Olympians in office, the woman ends up to listen to the tempter eslege. It 's so beautiful, so compelling: it appeared in the most unexpected ways and times. The malnutrition of the brain lights up to show stereoscopic vision, and long lonely foster illusions and hallucinations. Incidentally, we now know that it is enough to cause an excess of dopamine visions, voices, flashes of compelling reality of mandatory relief. It slides into the "why not?" Groped of it is so bad to practice with Sonny appetizing? From this hypothetical source is far away will come to an expert in herbs and healing potions, the classic witch, the Sabbath, boundary potted s In short, the "pact with the Devil." But (to alert the expert) must not do so many different flowers and a sun deck of various root uniform and many differences between one type and another of the same figure are resistant to standard level of comfort or of lazy simplification operated by various scholars. And yet here will be allowed a rate of less scrupulous grim ethnological and historical. Dando, among others, assume that the phenomenon was not, in any era, massive, but still a minority: as they expand over time.

* In notes left by Paul Michelet stagnate many passages of the transcripts (the edition Bur, 1977) sometimes as epigraphs, in the pages of a diary. Here are a few.
"I do not believe, as the monks would have told us that witchcraft, the pact with Satan was a rash shot, a lover, a glutton. Common sense, nature makes us realize that it was a last resort, having lost all other hope, who landed under the tremendous pressure of the infamy and misery. "

When they were forbidden by the rulers (or not comforted by the complicity of church) The private wars among the great men (and only lay mica), these bloodthirsty sons of Mars transmigrated in Christ from abusive proud, he vented on the subject: lower-ranking vassals, peasants 'free' and serfs. Referring to France, Michelet writes: "Over eighty, a hundred years that separate this prohibition by the wars with the British (1240-1340), the lords, deprived of the usual pastime, no longer able to burn, pillage the land of the neighbor, vented on their vassals. This peace was a war for them. / / A reading of ecclesiastical lords, lords of the monks, etc. [...] shudder. And 'the nasty fresco of a raging wild, barbaric. The men threw themselves monks especially on nunneries. The austere Rigault, confessor of the holy king, archbishop of Rouen, in person leads an investigation into the condition of Normandy. Every evening comes at a monastery. Everywhere, these monks live the high life feudal armed, drunk, fight, rage hunting for all fields, whether to shake the religious in a chaotic mixture, put them everywhere pregnant. / / This is the Church. And then lay lords? As they were in those gloomy towers, look with such terror from the valley? "Michelet
Here we refer to two famous stories" that are without doubt two stories, "" Bluebeard "and" Griselda ". And the grim cruelty of the most tragic story of a pedophile, "Gilles de Retz, predator of children," the only one to have undergone a process, and how late in the fifteenth century. " The literature is often unequal to the reality, the damping, the author almost hard to believe him capable of some horrors. "The Knight of the most famous novel by Walter Scott," Ivanhoe "," becomes a creature weak and very artificial. The author has had the courage to face the nasty reality of the celibacy of the Temple, and of him who reigned in the castle. We admitted a few women were unproductive mouths. "The implication can be inferred from just said. About the surrogate for forbidden wars between equals "The Witch" evokes the climate of brutal anarchy
"no more raids of the war on neighboring lands, but hunting, and hunting the man, I mean endless harassment, slander to the families of servants. The Lord knew that such a mass of men without women would not remain quiet if not triggering a while. / The odious idea of \u200b\u200ba hell where God takes some wicked soul, the more guilty, to torture more innocent, that he's leaving because he svaghino, this beautiful medieval dogma is actually made to the letter. The man felt the absence of God Every race he felt the kingdom of Satan, the conviction that we must turn to him. "

* This progress of the" infernal power "over the centuries is not an ideological claim of the satanic cult is a finding of pundits of the Holy Roman Catholic Church. With the logic that flies super tall and impassive (for the wings, the most excessive fantasies), the least dubious denials of reality, those of famous doctors Scholae observed interpret and explain the signs of the dominance of the great Enemy. Neither bat an eye on the disaster implicit in such theological doctrine: if the supreme God is omnipotent, the excessive power of the Devil is his concession, license, whim. Inde, each potting, obsession, witchcraft is to be carried to such a First Cause. If you do not like the logical conclusion, it conflicts with swaying no less authoritative deduction: God is not omnipotent. It can be wrought by the resources of the Lord of Darkness. Nothing to do: the objection, if it is expressed, leading to the pillory, and also at the stake (depending on social status) had no defense that the unwary proferisse so shamelessly against the wisdom and the spirit of summae and cholae. The concessions are a Satan divine mystery that must be respected: God is not required to disclose. Of course, if God is supreme good, is obliged to think that concessions are expressions of his goodness: a deduction that is difficult to accept. Even minds "idiotic." It is easier to pretend, under torture or threat. Those who practiced with the king of the abyss was trying to hide.

The Malleus, as all the books that usually prolific, is a strange admission: the devil is gaining ground, and then God loses and the human race, saved by Jesus, is conquered by the Devil. That, in full sun, comes forward with legend legend. It has come a long way since the days of the Gospel, when they settle in well content ourselves, to those of Dante: theologian and jurist, Satan argues with the Saints bitter lawsuits, and, concluding a successful syllogism, takes the soul in question, laughing in triumph: "You do not think that I'd loic"

Yes, I have come a long way the largest Loic, if he can beat a logical St. Francis himself, discussed and eat up the soul of Guido da Montefeltro (Inferno, xxvii). Go well that is not the meek little tern of Scholae aristotelizzanti eagle, but it's still a saint. And he does think the logic here in question, but also to the mind of Dante, from that deep well and never fully does not pull out anything to chance! Whatever it takes. If there is a divine mysterium magnum is certainly a miserable human mystery. One of the many. Too many. We can linger a few more minutes to enjoy the lively prose of Michelet:
"In the early Middle Ages are still waiting for the agony to grab and take away the soul. St. Hildegard (1100) believes 'that can not enter the body of a man alive', otherwise they will spread their limbs, you enter only the shadow and the steam of the Devil. " This semblance of common sense dissolves in the twelfth century. In the thirteenth, we see a priori that insanely afraid of being caught alive, and then protect you day and night by two hundred armed men. "It starts an era of growing terror and man relies less and less to divine protection. The devil is no longer a spirit of furtive, nocturnal thief who slips in the darkness; avversrio is brave, bold monkey God who, in his own, in broad daylight, the creation forges. Who says so? Legend? No, the greatest doctors. The Devil transforms every being, says Albertus Magnus. St. Thomas goes even further. 'The Devil can imitate any change in nature, germ '. Granting extraordinary, from a source so serious, that gets to be a Creator before the Creator. "

Deduction flawless, before which the subtleties of the great distinctive magister (whose thought, remember, is still the official philosophy of the Catholic Church): philosophia perennis, the Summa theologiae of Saint tries to engulf even some philosophers of the twentieth century . Or they parcels available! See Phenomenology case, this prolific academic hallucination!) Are ridiculous chaff at the mercy of every breath. And imagine if not shrewd irony of Michelet, who before Thomistic distinction: "[...] But the Devil can do nothing as far as do not germinate, a metamorphosis into a beast of a man, the resurrection of the dead, "followed, beaten and happy Hook:

" Here is the small part of God since its just a miracle, the gesture is a rare and extraordinary. The daily miracle, however, life is not his alone: \u200b\u200bthe devil, his rival, he shares with nature. / / The man, in his view does not distinguish between weak nature created by God and nature created by the Devil, is the world divided. Tremendous uncertainty spreads over everything. Nature has lost its innocence. The one clear source, the white flower, that little bird, belonging to God or are wicked imitations, traps man? Vade back. Everything becomes suspect. Creating good, like the suspect, grow dim, invaded. The Devil's sailing day, spreads over all life. According to the appearance and the terrors of men, he divides the world, has usurped the whole. "

contradictory aspects and drastic upheavals in the career of witches. Satisfaction with the power conferred on him to work "miracles" for superb ladies of the castles inaccessible that fewer and fewer are rarely at their feet, demanding that help people and religious bodies that gave him no more. Joy of vitality in the sabbath free night or weekend of fantasy and unfastened from the body nevrotizzanti qualms. Even incest galore, as you wrote? It is not credible. More plausible, in specific contexts, libelous all'enfatizzazione believe the Sabbath. At least in the sense that we give to the modern concept of incest. But greater freedom of pairs, of course: there was an area of \u200b\u200bforest protection for these bacchanalian well-lit glades of the ritual and dances. E 'lawful read, this period total emancipation of the body, as far advance of twentieth century inventions? Why not! There are no difficulties with logical combinations between the medieval and the mediations, no less whimsical masquerade of spirituality, of the sexual revolution, so prodigal of inventions and solutions. Until the marvels described in "Elementary Particles". And at sbracamento of the "Night Before the Exams," with that bunch of machines swinging to the rhythm of the movements of the slices of fresh fluff employed in the peaceful exercise of satirical license.
certain historical period were more conducive to these riots and revenge of the prey of the secular lords and the period of exile in Avignon, with the subsequent Great Schism, was one of these: the church discredited, the scandal of two three popes scomunicantisi each other, the 'immense corruption of priests and monks bishops company had created high social-psychological conditions for the great adventure. But that turned to tragedy when, in time and intensity different, the Church reforms and the nobility had to fear continuous revolts of peasants in various parts of Europe. He returned to the sacred covenant between the castle and palaces, including estate and papal rule: you had cut this direct threat to their party leadership. And so with the processes and burning, torture and trumped-up charges, false testimony, the witness bought or blackmailed and threatened.
is another step on the exemplary ruthlessness fanatic sadism inquisitorial system seen in the dominant especially in Spain:

"Spain, under the pious Isabella (1506), Cardinal Ximenez, starts to burn witches. Geneva then ruled by Bishop (1515) it burned five hundred in three months. The Emperor Charles V, in the German constitution, in vain attempts to establish that 'witchcraft, which causes damage to the goods and people, is a civil matter, not ecclesiastical'. In vain suppresses the seizure (except in cases of treason). The little prince-bishops, for whom witchcraft is a great deal of fat intake, continue to burn furiously. The imperceptible bishopric of Bamberg, in one breath will burn six hundred, nine hundred to Würzburg. The process is simple. First of all, torture witnesses, charged with creating the pain and terror. It extorts the accused, to suffering, a confession, and believe this confession against the evidence the facts. Example. A witch confessed to stealing the cemetery the body of a child who died recently, to consume it in its magical mixture. The husband says, "Go to the cemetery. The children there. " You dig, they find it in the coffin. But the court decides, against his eyes, which is an appearance, a mirage of the Devil. In fact rather the confession of the woman. At stake. "

AND 'logic fanaticism: the facts? "But she still believes the facts?" - Told me long ago, at a philosophical conference, a professor of education semi-idealistic - So I answered, piqued, "Sure, maybe she is not a fact? And rather than greedy, because Stealing time to others. " Facts, evidence of perception, logical proofs, perhaps mingling with mathematical experimental results: nothing can diminish the stubborn blindness of passion inevoluta or convoluted. The evidence for mental digestion is delicate stuff. The inquisitor Sprenger, the author of the infamous Malleus Maleficarum is one of the most eloquent examples of this deadly logic. Michelet presents it in its proper light of hell, by injecting the sketch his resentful irony

"'I am too good' says' to give heed to these people. Can not argue with the devil '. All the people are with him [...] It does not belong, he, the category School of callous men arid abstraction. He has a heart. For this very easy kills. He has mercy, so much love. He has mercy on this woman in tears, yesterday pregnant, a look of the witch has suffocated the child. Pity the poor man hailed in this field. The husband, not at all sorcerer, he sees that his wife is a witch, and pulls a rope around his neck, by Sprenger, that the burn. / / With a cruel, you could save, but, nothing to do with good Sprenger. Too Human, you go to the stake with no escape, unless to be very capable, extraordinarily alert. "

And here's an episode of rare eloquence, confirming the logic celebrated on one day are Sprenger to complain to the "three brave ladies of Strasbourg" say they are beaten by invisible hands, and all three the same day, same time. " Suspicions and accusations "a man of shady characters, who must have done the evil eye"

"Facing the inquisitor that protest, swear by all the saints who do not know these ladies, no one has ever seen. The judge did not believe him. Tears, vows, all in vain. The great pity for the gentleman was merciless, and deny that offended him. Already got up. To be tortured, he confessed, as even the most innocent. But he managed to speak. 'I remember that yesterday, at this time ... I've beaten' 'Who? creatures not baptized, but three cats, three furies biting my legs' The judge, smart man, including all: the poor man was innocent ladies, some days are transformed into a cat, and enjoyed the Devil to throw between Christians to lose their legs and make them believe sorcerers. "
is doubtful that even today, in these times of very advanced high-tech electronics, there are people (too many) willing to defend the judge?

* The evolution of the phenomenon experienced great plays and stories in finite-fiction film: think about the story of Grandier of Gauffridi. A tragic farce in which only drives uterine fierce rivalry jealousy become too human to human evil events. Devils that fight inside the bodies of two rivals in love beautiful creatures of the same fascinating monaco available: Louise and Madeleine, two girls around Gauffridi in Beagle of exquisite pleasures, to lose it with deadly accusations. Between the tough fight to the neuron, Amazon, genial cheater Louise, and the delicate, naive, weak Madeleine, a little more than a child. The first able to subdue her fascination with the word hot and passionate an entire community, and some balls of your faith, the Inquisition, and the second, fragile, prone to getting lost, unable to stand against the wiles obsessed that he wants dead tortured. *

But there have been only the brides of Satan in hilarious tragicomedy of humankind. The ever-repeated assertions of the body so amazing how ingenious inventions belong. Emanating from the fertile minds of pundits and seek to "heal" the nuns from their melancholy agitation hysteria. Always got to do the Devil? Not only. It may even be an excess of love for Jesus and to trigger paroxysms of nervousness. In the monotony property (except plagues and earthquakes and famine) of the convents, nothing could be easier. But we are not at all the learned confessors and spiritual director for nuns and superiors? And here free theory, doctrines of drug success. Among cases and mystical, you can scialare. The survey had spread in the era of the Counter is especially pleasing to sinners and sinners of high lineage (or blackmail), is good especially for the mystique sgavezzare in the convents of nuns. Indoctrination sisters suffering from ennui wants mediation guaranteed: and maybe better than a man-angel, a priest assigned to the monastery that monaco or pay "beautiful person" in a winged spirit, an angel docens. The mystique of the Illuminati is a case of gross misrepresentation useful. We read: "The death of the person and nothing will, is the great mystical principle. Desmarets clearly shows us the true moral significance. The devotees, he says, sacrificed them and made nothing, exist only in God 'From that time can not hurt'. The top is so divine, that no longer knows what the other is doing. "Fattening A noticina text, more explicit and clear teaching" very ancient doctrine that often arises in the Middle Ages. In the seventeenth century convent is common in French and English, never more clear and innocent as an angel of lessons in Norman with a sister [...]. The angel to the monk teaches above all 'the contempt and indifference to the meat of the body'. It introduces a lot of evidence in support of a previous proof: "Jesus has so much despised, which has exposed naked to the scourging, which all to see." What more could you want the angel nun willing to listen? He continues, develops, makes clear: the liberation from bondage corporal wants a few things, a simple gesture, "the abandonment of the soul and will, sound, docile, completely passive obedience." It blooms a second "example" of evidence showed "the holy Virgin, who did not hesitate to Gabriel, but he obeyed, he conceived. Take risks? No. Since a spirit can not contain impurities. Indeed purifies. " In the drama of Boccaccio Louvriers "This great doctrine" was preached and practiced by a certain David, a prominent elder and spiritual director of convents with a theoretical development and applications as vast as charming casual to more sinister cynicism. 'Development' is an example of subtlety and dialectical really satanic "killing sin by sin, for better return innocence." Neither lacks the usual exemplary succor: "So did our first parents." Variant: "The body can not sully the soul. We must, with sin that is humble and pride heals, kill the sin. " The witness of so much wisdom operation is the cappuccino Esprit de Bosroger duly quoted by Michelet. Imagine the deductions practices such theorising is not difficult: the boss of "directors" as David's successor and Picart, as the monstrous Girard and his accomplices (Sabatier, Grignet ...) in the convents; with delight of the sympathetic favorite (nuns and not), but also with refractory and resistant to torture of creatures, like young Madeleine, terrified, brainwashed, tortured, finally (the pins stuck all over your body for the "callous point," mark of Satan), and finally closed in a in peace. That is one of the most terrifying heights of horror "ontogeny" religious is the unfortunate side in a minimum vertical space, a slot for the passage of the rough opening and food and no other outlet for catabolic products.
"The sisters are full of these doctrines, practices quiet between them, scaring Madeleine with their depravity." Among the many thousands of stories of abuse crerature naive and sensitive nature of religious, more or less authoritative (and always protected by their companies orders and fraternities) stands out the splendor of sulfur Cadière affair. Brainwashed impregnated raped, tortured in various ways and a thousand times deceived by her confessor Girard, that "sanctified" by procuring stigmata during fainting induced by dopants concoctions. In these fine companies Girard had convinced the complicity and pleasure-seeking of cruel nuns, obedient to the command of superiors as the Ursulines, no less corrupt and depraved in command of the holy fathers. And figures morally devastated, as Guiol and daughter. To add, the sacred drink, the protection of the Company at the time of the risk of the case: that is closing ranks around quell'untore the worst plague in defense of alleged honor and the world the real power of the Holy Creature of Loyola. For scandalum vitandum, of course. So, basically, of faith, of simple serenity, of Religion in person. The ringleaders of the Society variously terrorized and blackmailed bishops honest, but weak, ready to witness true sisters, two brothers and the desolate mother of the martyr, and others willing to defend the victim unaware of the process and push the monster Girard. An amazing concert of moves and counter moves, actions, yes, truly evil: subtraction and destruction of letters occurred between Girard and credulous girl; statements obtained through drug use, retractions of the accused in the shooting of conscience buried under retractions of a second degree, false testimony and evidence as inverted; mutilation of court documents, shameless slander in vain contradicted by evidence from the personal story of the innocent and the facts here is the means used by the Jesuits to save the devil Mephistopheles Girard and scuttle the angel Cadière. In the story of
Michelet, always on time, supported by documentary evidence, use phrases and words like the following. The Cadière entrusted to a Carmelite honest, "he told Life and pains, devotion, visions. Not even the night stopped. [...] [...] She returned the next day to speak rapturously of God, the highest mysteries. The Carmelite was amazed, he wondered if the devil was so good to praise God [...] His innocence was obvious. Seemed a good girl, obedient and gentle as a lamb, like a joyful puppy [...] Sabatier, old man, blood, anger, went straight to the bishop. "To blackmail the bishop honest. "He put it back to the wall, made him understand that a process against the Jesuits, for him, it meant losing forever, bishop of Toulon would remain forever, never would have made archbishop. What is more, with the freedom of an apostle strong in Versailles, he said that if this matter had thrown in the street behavior of a Jesuit, would not fail to make the day a bishop. A letter, clearly combined to Girard, would believe that the Jesuits had secretly prepared to revolt against the prelate with terrible accusations, saying his life 'is not only unworthy of the episcopate, but abominable. The treacherous and underhand Girard, Sabatier apoplectic, full of bile and venom, they pushed hard slander, it was all ready to say to a girl, and if Girard had ill treated, the bishop had had good health. "

Sunday, June 20, 2010

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SUSANNA, Fragment 71


Remember the cult of the great computer? The human brain, this assembly of deadly passes and 100 billion neurons, each of which can perform a million operations per second, is capable of all think about it, even the most abstruse is tricky to correct any empirical logic of control. And unfortunately, often (three centuries or so, and a half, with acceleration turbines) is also capable of achieving some that border on the impossible. No wonder, then, for the vagaries of the new followers of Satan, the one Lord of the world. The eccentricities are concerned
correctly located in the large space of the varied emotional Satanism, and this, in turn, and no less realistic, is taken as a chapter of new religious movements (acronym, NMR in an extensive study on the net). The justification of the assumption rests on very similar and often identical, and matrix of actions belonging to one theoretical and the other phenomena of strong aggregation. But even the phenomenological differences emerging between Satanism and NMR can boast of reasons for a sharp distinction. The NMR, including multiple and Satanism, vibrate, ominously, between the granite and the peremptory nature of the facts of frothy fluid interpretations: while the horror the first has the incontestable evidence effectual tragic hermeneutic theories of wave and slip gladly nell'azzardo most unbridled imagination. Which, of course, calls, too, made signs and events, but shows no qualms replace them when absent or when the operation is useful in reconstructing the assumption preconceived ideological emotionally. That is how the most daring and incredible extravagance and operators ideological most unlikely. But to each other and with the social effects of viscous relevance: widespread panic, insecurity sectoral percezionale hallucinations that distort reality, to the extreme limit that maybe you could even indicate with the old formula, "loss of innocence." Here's a hint about the horrible events and another (faster) effects on their theoretical (sociological, anthropological, academically hybridized ...) and media. Beginning with the events. And by a sort of prologue, the bloody deeds of Manson and his followers.
"On August 7, 1969 a famous actress, Sharon Tate, three friends and a stranger accidentally happened on the spot were killed in a barbaric manner, that did not offer a motive but had all the characteristics of the ritual. Two days later, the same happened to a couple of wealthy Los Angeles couple, Rosemary and Leno LaBianca. Terror took possession of California. The tracks - game drugs, revenge - could be many, but none led to a concrete result. / / Finally, a case led to the discovery dell'atroce truth perpetrators of the crime were young U.S. citizens from a couple of years led a wandering life, camping in the deserts of the area under the guidance of one Charles Manson: Always on the edge of law, arrested several times and always delivered, these young people form a community free from the costumes, which was held together tightly around his head, which bestowed fanatical adoration and obedience. / / What has been unable to transform these young people in a band of murderers, what were the causes of the ascendancy of Charles Manson ─ that from time to time he declared himself Christ and Satan is what Ed Santers ─ aims to explain in this book. "The foregoing is, in part, the presentation of the book, whose title sounds like a paradox or oxymoron, balanced between word-concepts of "family" and "murderers", exhibited in two-tone color of the cover, the title of the violent red and white of the author and subtitle. Here is the "total": ED SANDERS, The "family" of Charles Manson. The murders of Sharon Tate "(Feltrinelli, 1972, trans. Raffaele Petrillo). The massive volume is the result of a two-year effort documentary is not without its risks, and the to put the story on Manson-Tate in the context of "extravagance" occult, sadomasochistic, satanic, leaders of many sects and "families" of California, and beyond. "It is a bleak picture that accuses not only the psychopaths and mythomaniac Manson 'family', but the whole culture of the sixties and seventies in America." An outcome that grows around the turbulent, incredibly varied, Manson's biography, told with no savings details and dangers for the author. So much for this sign on the effects of this tragic elephantiasis of human stupidity that is colored and too passionate about religion.

1. Jonestown, 1978. The first tragic date offering a mass murder. In the U.S., "Reverend Jim Jones" was created in 1965, his "church" called "People's Temple". The verb of this invention was a deadly mix of rejuvenated biblismo communism and visionary, seasoned with sexual freedom, rigid hierarchical discipline, catastrophic eschatology. The prophet had plagued the minds of many followers (mostly blacks) inculcating their belief that a day would come the call of God, and everyone should respond by concluding in the earthly joy to start the endless happiness. The mass suicide was the ultimate adventure destination on earth, the way of choice for both end the poisoning. Many times the Prophet had recited the grim evidence of the final event, to train followers to the real and decisive. The call of God chose the date of 18 November 1978. Each of his devotees drank "hemlock" and counted 911 bodies on the ground lifeless. Poisoned by the deadly potion? course. But too easy. Prior to the chemical poison for 13 years had acted outside the Great Lie of the toxic biochemical, and provided renewed day by day from the pedagogy of the haunting tragic prophet. The sorting of the outcome that does not inflate the horror: 398 men, 293 women, 219 children. The massacre took place in the forests of Guyana, where the group had moved for some time. The prophet, fulfilled his duty as accounting the slaughterhouse, he went up to God with a gunshot to his temple. Jonestown is a non-city invented by Jones.
2. Waco, Texas, 1993. David Koresh was a prophet stragista marked by fate. When the FBI is to investigate the actual activities of the sect suspected of grim secrets, the Branch Davidians have taken refuge in a ranch. At the pressures of the military that they lay siege after 51 days of resistance and futile attempts to painless solution, sectarian leaders meet fire to the ranch (at least, this version is credited). In sacred flames killed the 86 people present.
3. "Order of the Temple of the Sun", 1994. The founder, Luc Jouret, preached the death of ... death: "There is no death, is a pure illusion." Deduction "logic": "Let there be allowed to find heaven on us." A curious to us, as the final destination is the star Sirius, and is the site celestial event that the prophet gives to his followers for the day of the massacre. The date of the Event par excellence was read in esoteric messages that he believed the enlightened to find in bars and in the situations of the television series Star Trek. Messages, needless to say, from Sirius. So the night between 4 and 5 October 1994, a threefold holocaust is consumed in three different francophone locations: two Swiss cantons, Cheiry and Granges sur Salvan, a town near Montreal. The final solution is a mass murder-suicide of 53 people, men women children (they never fail to keep meat in the meal glutton of human Baal-Moloch). Part "fix" themselves, commit suicide for other authorized hands of others. The fire does not leave the chalet on land and bodies, charred to personal identity. But there were also suicide by suffocation, head inside the plastic bag tight. The founder follows his followers. The Great Deception, a respectable Consistency: no vampire tricks in the assets of those victims. Sixteen "escaped" to the massacre have done little more than a year later in France, near Grenoble. The bodies, arranged in a circle, were discovered hidden under the snow. It promises to echo replicas from other followers. Perhaps before this mess hybridized, this kind of "Neverending Story", quieted a real ending, there will be other victims on their way to Sirius.

* The Big Lie works under the non-stop. It produces meaningful coincidences. Try Paul recorded in one of his writings on cultural anthropology, the seventies and eighties, the case of an anthropologist spirituality ("this kind of living oxymoron"), which aimed at a suspected test Sirio "past lives" of the "wild" ethnicity Dogon, correctly described the star in question as a three-fold: two "moons" revolve around the Astra more. How did they know, unaware of scientific astronomy and instruments of direct observation? Clear, for the strange "scientist" that those "primitive" (although with a complex metaphysics, well hidden in natural body image) had been in contact with Sirius in another existence (perhaps completely disembodied). As if such an intuition that it was impossible to constant observation, distributed in the skies of varying optical purity, in the course of long days, even nights.
must repeat that the virus imbecility colonizes also heads working in other ways? Or even disturb the illustrious Zichichi (for critics pranksters Zichicche)? Who says, as if nothing had happened, that "what is possible in trscendenza immanence is ..." no. For example, a better resurrection: and this explains the mystery of the founder of Christianity (but perhaps this has already spoken directly to Paul, these pages become difficult to control.

* 4. Tokyo, 1995. Sect "Aum Shinrikyo" (translation Possible Truth sublime "or" absolute "or" supreme "). In the metropolitan capital, March 20, is released nerve gas. The deadly attack is the glory of followers of the sect, founded and led by the blind, Shoko Asahara, who modestly declared himself "the incarnation of God." Ingenious as generous, the guru murderess sold the dirty water of his ablution, declaring it purifies the soul. And if the pay was salty. With the substantial proceeds, products manufactured for the production of poisonous gas, the alleged truth serum, barbiturates, and so on. The gas in the subway has made only 11 people and poisoned a thousand curable, but think of the wonderful potential of the company.

5. San Diego, 1997. Cult "Heaven's Gate" ("The Gate of Heaven"). But even "Higher Source" for other sources. Celestial reference point, the comet Hale Hopp. And there, on that sacred cannon port, will gather 39 followers, traveling with the propellant of a deadly cocktail: alcohol and barbiturates. The bright, unsuspecting and innocent passing comet was visible in April of that year. The "passengers" were men and women aged 18 to 35 years: even the vitality of youth is saved from the "Great Illusion." They were marked by distinctive items, these unhappy and dressed in black with two triangles of red cloth upon him, one on the head and one on his chest. And so the ascent towards the "higher source". Of course, convinced to be reborn in quell'inabitale site. * What

such facts (or so egregious or less, but still traumatic - as the many cases that we are here in silence) to arouse alarm, dismay, spasm of identity crisis, especially in the prosperous West supposedly rational (and maybe convinced a minimal set of universal target behavior), is more than understandable. The eggheads, however, are ready to shed some light (without ignoring that "men loved darkness rather than light"). And pack differing interpretations, which makes its way among many, the temptation conspiratorial. Up to prevail over any other, imagining a Satanist composed and International powered by unsuspecting people of various social and professional membership. These dark tramatori, aimed at world domination in the name of the Great Satan (you will not miss even renegade priests of high rank), collar blacks were called (borrowing the name from the criminologist Sutherland) and says they are active, with both methods and means sagreti as unscrupulous in various parts of the planet. And effects, of course, often criminal. In this plot easy
some scholars opposed the strict Popperian diagnosis, which, in Conjectures and Refutations, he manages to find distant roots in none other than Homer. According to Popper, Homer is the model of the occult conspiracy: it refers, perhaps, to the sender of the plots all Olympic events that shook the plains of Troy? If instead of the Olympian gods (or telluric) we figure since comparable surrogate theology, the mental mechanism is the same: blame (or about) what happens is always dark and uncontrollable forces. Especially our failures, and a course of things contrary to our expectations. Others have brought up Umberto Eco, who, in an essay on the strength of the defending false paradox, that the false, as a "story" before the false, has, as the myth, its a fascinating authority that makes engine very real events. Of course, even in this regard, however, as superfluous, the memory of the notorious Protocols of the Elders of Zion, used by Hitler to justify the extermination of those "enemies of the human race, that perhaps those grim Jews were planning the destruction of Germany and of Europe? And I think the black legend has vanished? Needless to mind: there are fine professionals (doctors, psychologists, "culturology", etc.) firmly in the most absurd beliefs. including the denial of the Holocaust and the veracity of those protocols. India, from the Jew. Neither (but just wandering!) The leaders of Israel do nothing to discourage hostility imaginative with a policy less greedy and haughty.

* But there is no need to put on here in thorny theoretical questions or to follow the striking distinctions (Satanism "acid," "hedonist," "sacrilegious", and so gleaning), or the fertile collection of cliques in progress satanic ("Beasts of Satan", "Children of Satan", "Servants of Satan ", etc.): just noting, signs in fast (taken, for the most part, notebooks of Paul Taste), the facts that fuel monstrous fantasies excited minds and calm in a kaleidoscope of views, theories, emphasis speculative, deformation instrumental (aimed at targets apart), with the effects of chaos and theoretical challenges to academic research more thoughtful and deliberate. * Above

enough to remember even the most odious aspect of this satanic intoxication: the child abuse, extreme forms of criminal pedophilia. The sad corollary of the documents on the preparation phase to brutalize children: pages ostiche also strong palates, as early as the read-only, completely unplayable in our context for excessive filth sadist.
And then you feel good for the heroes of the campaign against the death penalty without distinction and caution, and free, so repulsive, compassion empathy with parents of children tortured strupr murdered. Or prey and "parceled out" in the underground (actually, more tolerated pursued) trade in organs. What distinction? Simple, at least in this theoretical commitment: provided that the state should not kill in cold blood, no man (in war can send to slaughter millions!), it is so difficult to ask, but any thinking biped (or better speaker, and maybe sproloquiante) is by nature, "man"? Would not it be more consistent with the theorising of the spirit, of the primacy of ethics on the biological and cultural status of the immediate demand that involves a man (albeit minimal) humanizing quality kit? Just those certain murderers, torturers and murderers pedophiles, stragista various terrorism in the pile, involving children, and other specimens of humanity Brada lacking. Here is a speech inadmissible for removing the superficiality and "spectacular" of certain characters Italiot policy (but not only) never tire of the scene and screenwriter. It is no coincidence that these champions of morality water rose to be dogmatic liberal, American-slobbering and admirers in full immersion of an Israel under suspicion, against all evidence of terrorist-capitalist brutality of their idols to the detergent. * A note

rather long (which we will summarize) plays a rethinking of Paul on Satanism rock. More calm and less random had revealed links between the underground rock and demonic ideology. Anyone who has seen a rock concert will be noted that crescendo of excitement that accompanies performers in the performance of the songs and listening to "passive" of the crowds. That obsessive iteration of the same sounds that triggers a basal instinctuality psychologists and scholars of European decadence defined the "devil." You do not need much more elastic coming under the concept to make the whole viability (Italian theme dear to existentialism, which also shook the Olympic Cross, forcing him to enter in the first box of his distinguished the "wild and green vitality"). This is, in short, excessive activation of the paleo-brain, the limbic system and outline, molecular factory of emotions. A call devil has the advantage of referring to concepts Greek - think of the Socratic demon, but it is the ethical sublimation. The demon at work in Greek tragedy is very different: it is that instinct we possess, phylogenetically diverse reptile from the Jurassic (including Tyrannosaurus rex). Well it is obvious that the step from finding the demonic demonic is short and not difficult. They knew the Greeks, who invented Dionysus and the Bacchae, and depicts the horror of the homonymous tragedy "modern" Euripides, when it withdraws from the mythology of the royal child murderer who wants to (ethically rational) the mother of Pentheus "baccantizzata" by vengeful Dionysus, which was rejected by that essay-Inca ruler. Just in the name of sound morality. In the light of the hormonal-neuronal physiology no longer seems so senseless to the rock-link Satanism: Satan that metaphorize enough to find themselves in the maelstrom of synaptic effects eretistici outlets likely to practical and socially divergent kinetic, perhaps until the outcome death: homicide suicide or their synthesis.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Why Are My Veins Showing

SUSANNA, Fragment 70


was a time of great and disastrous events that fall short of years, in the privacy of Paul. A couple of years after the death of Mark (who had resisted the overt lung cancer about a year) died in-law: he had passed a dozen different kinds of crisis in its long existence, and each time giving the feeling of having arrived. This time it did not make it. He died of cardiac arrest during a complex surgical operation for the inevitable bad fracture of the left femur. He was ninety and two months. The disappearance of the old
revolutionized domestic life of Paul and Rina. It is not "fighting" with more carers, more or less disappointing (one for day and night, in recent times), the worry was gone to the health of mind and possible accidents that the weak but resourceful assistance could get out sneak in the short interval between the end of care during the day and the beginning of the night (when some of Rina commitment prevented her cover). The latter was entrusted to a young Bulgarian immigrant, the wife of an industrious fellow, and mother of two boys, a male and a female adolescents modern spirits, forced to live at home with an old grandmother. A tireless worker, he, but undocumented, because of "engagement" which required the "black" without scruple or mercy. Then, in a precarious situation of the family, the fear of being hunted. Situation that involves the majority of immigrants in the Balkan Sicania. Even if, in fact, local authorities let it pass. But who can rule out a burst of zeal in the Roman palaces, and thus the related revival of forced idleness local?
Another consequence of the death was not Rina longer control the supply of money to the father's generous hand, the temptation to add too rhapsodic extra compensation to the routine of those greedy miser commitment to women welfare. And above all, the strong bond that had disappeared nailed both spouses to the country and its exhausting liturgies of the everyday mundane. Rina, the two, was the most "liberated" (but woe to tell him) he found himself suddenly free to take a trip which was very important. A journey from the high-sounding name: Lourdes. Why not with you "was" her husband?
Paul is not persuaded: he would not be accompanied. As interested as an amateur cultural anthropology and religious history, that mega-tonitruante demonstration of human misery to glory, he did not think to make it: its too responsive neurons. How to hold the huge spectacle dell'irrimediabilià bankruptcy of the species? Or, even, the weight of hard to move from one corner of the immense physical space of the pandemic superstitious, and above the carnage? The curious thing was that an old aunt of Paul, soaked in very sincere fervor and superstition of miracles has long besieged the reprobate nephew because he convert. Visas useless his tales of wondrous sacrament, had focused on the effect Lourdes, and insisted that his nephew "good" and generous, though stubborn, that would make a trip to Mecca. Whose history, in fact, tells of many conversions. More in 92 years that good woman returned certainties armored battleship of the siege: seriously feared that hell could swallow that "kind heart". Paul resisted denied, but encouraged Rina went without him, there was nothing wrong with that. At the next opportunity would be attended by two cousins \u200b\u200bof his mother (a long association with Rina's family) could not be lacking, therefore, good company. Rina And, after hesitation in assorted colors, had been convinced.
few months after the death of his father, the now-old woman was leaving, and tending to the peaceful enjoyment of some kind of miracle would have been to Lourdes, the holy place on the coveted decades, the expectation of an experience "sublime" a desire delayed in its performance, but very much alive. Perhaps more than when he was thirty years younger and a few years you desire. Travel quiet, hard sweet seduction of places and landscapes. The phone calls received from this adventure were Paul trills of joy: Rina lived in full rapture. The only regret, he said, it was not beside her, disbelieving husband that: who knows, maybe the magic of the place, its ecstatic crowds of beggars have shaken his heart wounded by the world's ills. " But no, it was not possible Rina believe this nonsense: he knew too well to pretend that he could sell to a sirenuccia so helpless. Those delirious masses, if anything, would strengthened his religious idiosyncrasy, if a sigh could still be added to its non-religion evidence infinite, the sublime spectacle of the "crowds" in vain imploring trance would have loved. She herself ran the shot: it meant that the masses of suffering and resistance of the petitioners would still have moved humanely. And this was a real possibility: seeing is not exactly as imagined, the perception has a greater impact from any reconstructive imagination. As well as direct vision, carnal and physical, has moved even more evidence of the images and colors and sounds of film, television, the new hi-tech magic, Internet dopant and wide range of values. See, and near the bodies and the faces of the enchantment of the Great Lie that humanity would have dealt a different hand in the stomach, on a "value added" of angry pity for the fate of the vast "meat Lost: lost to truth, hydro evidence multipolar The empathic compassion, intellectual honesty and morality itself much heralded. Lost in exchange for a raving drug addict that enhances comfort and is excited to pay the bill salty that many times in vain was denounced by a few "visionaries" pitiful. Among them Paul put in a position of eminence multiple Tilman Moser, the psychoanalyst in a slim pamphlet which told the adventure of his left squassante theoretical dependence, announced guessed from the title, "Poisoned by God" (Feltrinelli). Many passages of the indictment against the relentless sadism pathogen precocious mystical plagiarism, careful to the extreme religious minutiae of intoxication, are transcribed in the pages of his latest diaries diary. This misty breeze of semipensieri is derived from the notes of Paul.
And he did not know, he never imagined, that déraciné ongoing, he had feared even in the most remote wandering thought, that on this very holy place, that the full faith and filial trust in the maternal Madonna powerless, that fortress of divine protection for thousands of years rejected the reality of illusion and self-propelled dell'imbroglio resurgent, has offered evidence to the disciple, the maximum (although, for him, unnecessary) proof of the absence of any Olympus, the endless void of metaphysical all those starry skies, overflowing with nuclear infernos. Did not need it, the person baptized in the name of the great converts on the road to Damascus as he does not need any true cleric of the naked truth: but quell'ennesima test was special, was one of those rather than mathematical proofs, which should put an end forever any illusion about the "regiment of the divine world." Or, as has been preaching in his endless wanderings in vain for the cruel earth soaked in religion, the pope superstar in recent years, about what he calls "the design of a merciful God."
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from the various stages of the long journey by bus (overnight stays in Rome and Turin) had come to Paul calls reassuring: everything was going as anticipated and in line with the pious (and tourist) expectations. Finally, from the kind of Mecca Catholic came the first call, and then the other, which you mentioned: Rina radiated ecstatic joy of his life's dream was reality, the "miracle", returned every year for decades, s' was done. Paul said, happy for her. And while thinking of how these massive doses of amphetamines religious mystical euphoria drowned all his objections to that time, little or propter nihil, which they could enter the heart resistant of his wife.
And here, at a given step of the precise time, a date set by unpredictable alien minds, the unprecedented explosion. The unimaginable. The impossible. A suicide bomber blows himself up in a crowd of pilgrims in the great temple. A massacre. News confused paced, fragmented, then gradually less vague, more condensed on the facts. Televisions crazy behind the sensational event. All interrupted their programs to the schedule, to make way for a series of television news in a special edition focused sull'inedito horror. The growing anxiety of Paul, in the hours of lens absurd summer evening, with the sum of the parts in the subsequent Tg. It was impossible that we could know the names of victims that night, but you already gave the amounts likely to be of immediate deaths and nationality of the injured: the victims were in the hundreds, but the amount was destined to grow. Among them were many Italians. It seemed that the bomber is close to the Italian groups from various parts of Italy.
In such cases, you know, the tendency autodifensiva urges the parties concerned, and in fact the relatives of possible victims, to seek refuge with hope in probability, heard in its most raw and naive: my wife just "had" to happen be close to the crowds? Just my daughter, my son, my grandchildren should have found near the crime? And so away, in the run of hope, and maybe the miracle exclusive. Paul was not a naive, but even he evaded the general fever. And when he learned that Rina was among the victims, he collapsed. The presence of children, the first news of the disaster would not let him alone, he avoided the conventional worse.

* In the days of slow recovery, after a short hospital stay in the Presidio of Realpolia, Paul followed with his sons and daughter-in-law, the phases of the long ordeal, the recognition of the public body at the funeral, from the messages of state authorities and wear religious rhetoric but still sprightly and revitalized cars, not for nothing catalyzed on TV. Suffered the usual tivvù indiscreet interview on local and national. Interviewer, strangely aware of his identity as a writer, publicist and so retired professor, asked him why he, a non-believer, has tried to prevent that fateful trip. Human stupidity really is no limit. The "strangeness" of information about their condition atheist was canceled by another unknown interviewer, who notifies the respondent to be found in various websites and have their books bought and read the volume on the French Enlightenment materialism: clear Thus, the reason for his absence from Lourdes.
* When they returned
less frantic days, Paul wrote some reflection, taking up the habit almost given up "diary on the agenda." Here are extracts from, paraphrased or "whole." Facts and figures. Ninety-five dead, two hundred and thirteen injured. Mode of death: fifty "inside" the explosion, the rest of the panic caused in the terrible, the mad rush to the salvation that is turned upside down in the tunnel of death, dozens of men and women, more or less old, died crushed by the maddened mass . And even choked him into crowd: it was not difficult, many of the elders had already locked in the clutches of miserable flesh some illness, especially of the heart. And the wounded, too, for the most part, products of amalgam hell. A phenomenon regularly repeated occasions of collective panic: how many times the news it had recorded the horror from one year to another, from one occasion: the football stadium, pilgrimages to Mecca (often bloody squander by panic murderess), fire in theaters and movies ... "A rough summation of all these accidents also would give a total comparable to the carnage of World War II with an average conventional weapons. But to go around saying that the greater part of this carnage lies with the religious suggestions ... Who knows where it stands, the long poem (a 'song Leopardi': mix of seven-and eleven-syllable) who wrote the most tragic Accident targati Mecca, one of the tunnel (over a thousand deaths, if I remember correctly) "

* In one of those days reflux normalizing with Paul happened to look in a TV service on Lourdes, richly detailed, self-interested nonsense . More than the hallucination of the girl Bernadette Soubirou and easy credit bivalent (natural-white, hairy-project), I was struck by the enormous success of the mercantile speculation planted on fertile ground that fateful suggestion: astonishing figures fluttered together vessili 's absurd and all too realistic calculations: 230 hotels of various levels (for all heights mama's boy of the good and fervent believers), 700 million visitors a century and a half, a huge market, fragmented in various positions and locations, 67 miracles (appena!) recognized by the Church Marple prominent conservative and figuring in lavish cunning, over thousands or millions of miraculous claims. And so on going up. Countless cases of conversion units (if not 'miraculous'). For example, that John the Baptist Tomasi (1903) goes to Lourdes and back turned desperate, full of faith, hope and charity. And he founded the institution of humanitarian assistance to patients still in vogue in florida productivity. But they are, above all, their people, the sick, the crippled, the semi-moribund material anthropic more astounding: Nearly everyone returns to their homes with the same illness, but most refreshed by the faith, hope of heavenly reward, active resignation. That comes to push some to bless the suffering personal and universal. No, no wonder: is the usual inversion of reality, removing the usual comforting, the usual, secular, eternal "funny mystery" of the human soul. So clear, however, to do just impotent rage: the average man, with a grain of illusion dopant is able to deny all the evidence, to mask any brutality and horror, to say, even proclaim, even (as that scoundrel of populating present at the massacre of schoolchildren earthquake in San Giuliano Molise) that "the Lord has wanted to bring to heaven, "those innocents slain by human bastardy, which had built the school out of any anti-seismic regulations. That tender meat had become, according to the infamous exalted, a flock of sweet angels.

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again Paul notes: a 'most recent agenda, which justifies a long transcript segmented as an example and proof of what can be the inability to homo medius to accept the inevitability of biological death. This is a piece of the most successful, congested, uneven, but at times romaziere intriguing novel of Italian-American Don DeLillo, White Noise, and exactly the verbiage of his central character while running around the corridors of a seductive supermarkt:
"This place us under the spiritual charge, prepares us, is a step or transition. look how bright. It 'full of supernatural figures. / / My wife smiled at him . / / ─ Everything is concealed in symbolism, hidden by veils of mystification and layers of cultural material. But it is undoubtedly data supernatural. Large sliding doors open and close spontaneously. Energy waves, incident radiation. And then there are letters and numbers, all the colors of the spectrum, all the voices and noises, all the code words and phrases conventional. It 'only a matter of deciphering, recombine, removing layers of impronunciabilità. Not that this is the case, not that it might lead to any useful purpose. This is not Tibet. Nor, Tibet has more than once. / / I went to examine the profile of Babette, who put the yogurt in the cart. / / ─ Tibetans try to see death for what it is. That is the end of attachment to things. A simple truth, but hard to understand. However, once it has ceased to deny death, you can proceed calmly to die and then face the experience of the rebirth of the uterus, or the afterlife giudaicocristiano, or OBE, or a trip on a UFO, or as we like to call. And we can do with clarity of vision, without awe or fear. We should not cling to life artificially, or even death. Do not do anything but move towards the sliding doors. Waves and radiation. Looks like everything is well lit. This place is sealed, enclosed in itself. E 'timeless. Another reason why I think of Tibet. Dying in Tibet is an art. There comes a priest, sits down, tells the weeping relatives to leave and the room is sealed. Doors and windows, all sealed. He has serious things to do. Chants, numerology, horoscopes, recitations. Here we die, we shop, but the difference is less marked than you think.

* Who was the bomber, and what the meaning of the attack? He discussed long, and even now, years later, different interpretations contend the field. The suicide bomber was a surprise to the square, mounted on a logistical improbability almost impossible in practice. It was not a man, a young man, a mother's maiden martyrs of chicken incubators poisoned by a God of convenience, not a bloody robot was assembled by ideological leaders-decided to pack everything against the Great Enemy. She was a woman, a French-Algerian, that is, a young Algerian family "naturalized" by a couple of generations. Some academics and media ponzatori wanted to connect the "crazy act" with the previous year, and especially later, Islamic terrorism, which in the mid-nineties or so, was neither well nor widely expanded so well characterized and fiercely determined against the West rich and arrogant bully in a word Satan. Indeed, crusader. Others have used evidence gathered from investigations of various agencies (police intelligence, etc..) Countries affected by the attack: France, in the first place, then Italy, Spain, Algeria. The clues lead, according to their interpretation, a satanic cult (as adjective and obsessively lucky applicant in the illustrious history murderous human imbecility!) Somehow brings me to what in the Sixties, and more in the seventies and eighties with regurgitation and code in these nineties, made noise with their murder-suicide mass murders and horribly spectacular. Among them, the grim murder-mockery dell'incantevole actress Sharon Tate by Charles Manson Satanist, with the simultaneous slaughter consumed in the home of director Roman Polansky, a former husband of Sharon (I remember with a shudder the "semi-insane" horror film "Please do not bite on the neck", 1967, which had a leading role "the angelic Sharon"). It
rant a lot, in the first days by the attack: the connection to the Manson blurred fueled speculation and other influences: it came to stir the dismal history of "Manson" contagious, pulling the ball (only suspected?) Links between the rock ' n 'roll and Satanism, and even some Beatles music and his (yes, completely nonsense alleged) evil encrypted messages. Manson was the same in his testimony in court, to mount this dance: the music of the Beatles, particularly Paul McCartney and John Lennon, contained hidden messages of death, and a special, unique, these had led him, with irresistible force compelling, horrific crime. The piece was directly charged with the famous "Helter Skelter", composed by McCartney, and included (so I read a story in the Internet) "in the beautiful White Album of the Fab Four" (published in November of '68). Other high-risk nonsense claimed that "reading" in the sense of rotation inverted discs of the old rock will flow the famous demonic messages. Same phenomenon would occur for certain compilations of the Beatles. Nor is it resisted the temptation to repeat the gruesome history of atrociously premature deaths of so many rockers of widely known (so-called "Curse of J-27): Brian Jones, the" precursor ", indeed the initiator of the macabre series, died on July 3, 1969, drowned in his swimming pool (someone pointed out, with malice esoteric, the coincidence with the first human landing on the moon: the same year, the same month), Jimi Hendrix, overdose, "suffocated by his own vomit" (1970); Janis Joplin, the "lady of rock, regarded as the greatest interpreter of the historical rock-blues (1970); to finish with the great Jim Morrison, crushed of a heart attack in his bathtub (July 3, 1971). Unless you want to recall Jeff Buckley drowned in 1994, to recall the importance of water as an esoteric element of interpretation fatal and common denominator of these "anomalous deaths".

July 1969: the associative law for conjunction temporal event draws up to that month and year. the "conquest of the moon." The pot pourri Evénementiel makes undisturbed. Neither at that July 29 of euphoria and science fiction, the imperial slaughter Vietnamese restless: trifles before the realized dream of John Kennedy, six years after his assassination, with the passing of the USSR in the space race, after the shock of Sputnik in the chain years '57-59. Robert Kennedy, he, like his brother the President in Dallas, impallinato to death the year before? Vagaries of history: rest in peace with the other martyrs of good ideas. The "landing" on the old satellite, and star in this millennia of poetry (and religions), spread balm on the wounds of history and America rode again a leader in science-technology coupled seductive. The "American dream" come back to gallop. And one also thinks Ecclesiastes: Vanitas vanitatum, et omnia vanitas (auctore Thanatos). *

As the investigation of news and information accumulates, the purely religious confirmation. The sect to which they seem associated with the two female suicide bombers would have planned a series of attacks shows that making clear the power of the 'only true Lord of the world, "Satan, in fact. Attacks on Christian places of worship, above the prevailing and powerful Catholic version, is extremely rich in holy places and sacred sites of massive gathering. Are likely to emerge, and indeed expects, as an inevitable natural event of the forthcoming review, an attack on Medjugorje. And perhaps others to St. James of Compostela, San Giovanni Rotondo. And so on forecasting, including chills of fear and excitement, sado-masochistic. Others commented on a cryptic proclamation of the sect, and threatened action against all three "major monotheistic religions."
Medjugorje, San Giovanni Rotondo, as a bit 'all the great sites of the massive gathering of the "faithful souls" is still, as we write, at the peak of the interest the Vatican and the media. But the Balkan site is the most controversial. That miracles do not stop talking of yet another lady that has created a billion-dollar business by raising worries many in the mother of all authentication of the most colossal lies (idest, religious truth). In the Vatican is still hesitates to legitimize quell'imbroglio that sparked a conflict between not cured the Bishop of Mostar and the degenerate children of a San Francisco betrayed, inventors and operators of casual-caca megatruffa money. Insignificant has run a remote village in congested downtown Sacramento inflated tourist trade with fifty hotels and amenities for every budget. A replica, even smaller (but give it time!) Of hydro Lourdes. The Holy See's niche is with the bishop, and not wait states. The conflict lie-in, but the blessed and Boeotian mass believer if he gives thought to those still brancheggiare fights, hopes and delusions, chewing, feeding the only effectual worship (she said Sciascia) practiced: that of Mammon. Resolved, however, the question of the site and context Padre Pio. Beatified, the brother of Petralcina swarms in statues of any size and material similarity (up to unintentional caricatures) for each corner of Sicania and perhaps with less emphasis just alive, all of Italy. Here again, a roaring trade. And prayer groups, pilgrimages, medical and apotropaic paths of hope, and this and that and everything else. Paul Rina thought that it would like a trip to Medjugorje, nodding from time to time, vague factual possibilities and difficulties. *

The bomber had fake paralytic and moved sitting in his wheelchair, pushed by an accomplice. Which had departed with an excuse just minutes before the explosion, and was remote controlled from a safe distance, the explosion of the belt of fake paralytic. Perhaps they expected a climax of the rite. It was saved, the bomber of the remote control, taking refuge in a sheltered corner the great temple.
few months after the massacre the configuration of the event is "logically" defined. To make a significant contribution to the completeness of the picture was the woman from the remote control in a video sent to the famous Arab television Al Jazeera. The cult of the aggressor is called "The Brides of Satan." A kind of prophet-priestess of nationality is not clear when he created his theology upside down with an anti-annexed theodicy, assisted by the ever holy man, the only male tolerated within the sect. An old guru who calls himself, and says the "throat of the holy Satan," is sitting alone in a shelter is accessible to the privileged few, who use it and (they say) there are coupled alternately in small sacred orgies used to periodically recharge the very active "battery" operation. The source of this news? O sources? Vague, nebulous, remote from any possibility of verification of type "western". At least for now. The "network" there wallowing in gluttonous.
the theologia Satanist, claiming the unity and oneness of the Almighty Sovereign ipercosmica intergalactic, and criticizing other religions as counterfeit wisdom of the one lying and contradictory, denies (obviously, we would say) that ours is the Leibnizian and Panglossian " best of all possible worlds. " The followers, the followers rather (if you want to exclude dall'aritmetica massive quell'extra absolute count that out is the super-guru), reject any ethical judgments on the carnage junkie terrestrial biology (inclusive of the entire biogamma, the minimum bacteria to man), swear an unsuspecting Nietzsche's "yes" to his many "nonsense" sadistic and mock religions "boniste. Indeed, they say, imitation-boniste, hypocritical and cowardly really just ready to turn in the facts and the sweet gentleness in the works of acclaimed values. And also to ignore the secret spring of their "good works" means selfishness of the hyperbolic claim a prize of eternal life salvation from death ridiculous acts of renunciation and easy charity. In the controversy stands the survey stressed the contradictions which surround other religion and theology: from the ancient and polytheistic to monotheistic successvi, which are the 'last man pervert shame. " That God Almighty and infinitely good and merciful that produces (as the First Cause), the endless cruelty of the world (and in particular of human history, this endless series of inventions and sadistic practices stragista no distinction between adults and infants guilty innocent) is a masterpiece of absurdity as ridiculous as deadly. The theologian says that Satan is the same only to play with the mind of man, to shoot him enormity illogical and commit atrocities without measure. The evidence of the stored millennia, the life of the plant required to produce death and suffering to feed and consist of the titanic destructive power of natural scourges (from pestilence to seismic upheaval, famine and flood disasters volcanic) and everything reveals the power of the "King of Kings" astral teaches the only truth in the world . Who recognizes and accepts it has a good chance of escape. Who has the best fights for the Absolute Truth, and still more who sacrifices his life to demonstrate the power of the one God superinfero. The faithful Word of the new prophets have learned from their serial and the Great Satan redo them whole and better immediately after the explosion that shatters them spreading death, a sublime witness to the power supreme and unique. Not only reconstructs them improved, but rewarding them in distant worlds of every delight. On these sites there will be no astral silly trumpets playing the vain glory of false worship and irreparable harm from six billion faithful variously distributed among the various "churches", but will enjoy all the pleasures that human beings, male and female , craves in his relentless carnality holistic decided immense act of creation. Which, we understand from what has been said so far, only a complex toy approntatosi by the artist ever to his mysterious reasons that will, perhaps, as clarified in the second life, if those who will be earned. The Creator is not the Demiurge, and graduated from the bad image philosopher Cioran, (or from the ultra-pessimistic Caraco) and, we have said, the banal oxymoron of the monotheistic religions (the massacres that makes infinitely good and hell to scare the faint of head): it is - they say the evidence terrestrial and celestial - a Super Body absolute, beyond of our good and evil, kindness and cruelty, generosity and denial. But it can be good and very bad, generous or stingy pleased, everything, in short, and its opposite. In the most absolute freedom or necessity (the two conditions in him and him alone, are identical). Enabling him to take any form and embodied in every avatar and playfully multiplied by its unique and secret "fun." It 'obvious to think that not disdain to burrow into the brains of great historical murderers, perhaps leaving the common murderers and torturers of their "freedom" of robots cytology. Organized criminals, pedophiles on any condition, sex and social status, and sadistic serial killers do, together, the thick category, widely spread around the planet. It still thrives. Less populated sub-category of casual killers: mothers and fathers who kill their children to improvise outbursts of aggression motivated, and vice versa, thieves and kidnappers, and so celebrating the triumph of evil whimsical. But then, the Divine Satan, strictly speaking, is in all things, animate or not.
does not seem to work miracles, as they are defined as non-believers (ie, all the believers of other religions), but certain singularity by physicists reported border seem to have the air. Probably this aspect of the mystery will be cleared "over there" in Elsewhere neglecting reserved saved (ie a minority of elected officials). "Elsewhere" is not out of this world (as mentioned above) but in some of its secret corners of all materials. Questions such as "the world is uni-or multi-verse?" , Means, or no, the infamous ID, intelligent design, and the like, are dismissed as meaningless futility: given the infinite power of the Great Satan, those distinctions and concerns do not make sense. Since there is no Who or what might limit the inventive genius of the Supreme, is absolutely prohibited (because it's ridiculous) give it a unique anthropomorphic face (much less physical and morphological). The reason is that the Mighty may take, and in fact assumes (though not always recognizable sites), an endless variety of "faces". Who, then, are those concerning: that is, in our miserable relationship with the seductive horror of 'absolute Olon.
We talked about new believers and the faithful, but must be added and noted that males and females are clearly separated as religious. Their meetings were always mono-sexual, their rituals idem. Not only that, but the faithful males with "priests" have a female superguru: with which mate rirualmente, as the priestesses do with the old guru and inaccessible to outsiders. *

Paul, in some of his notes, note the similarity of these new and extravagant visions teocosmiche with certain ancient mythologies, particularly the Middle East remotely. Similarities of inputs and essence, not of forms and details, where the enormous diversity of scientific knowledge the new mark. I read this passage from the great ethnologist Joseph Campbell: "Let's go back to the ancient Sumerians of 3500 BC seals [...] and remember their symbolism of a deity that is generated by itself and that is immanent in all things. We observe that This idea is essentially the same as theology of Memphis, Ptah for which is 'in every body and every mouth of all gods, of all people, of all animals, all the beasts that creep and of any living being'. "(" The Masks Eastern Mythology of God, "Oscar Mondadori, 1991, p.133)
Campbell is also the author of the 'Hero of a Thousand Faces," where it is shown, with the usual wealth of detail documented the convergence of these faces in the frame a monomyth. "And in parallel across cultural anthropology from Frazer to Levi-Strauss, he discovers another constant of the religious feel-think: the human sacrifice. Paul wrote repeatedly in his essays in anthropology (the seventies, with "straschichi" the early eighties) that human sacrifices have not stopped for even one day in any of the religions. Not excluding the "great monotheistic religions." You are only masked and coated differently. But this is not the place to dwell on such thorny issue. We add only that the student assimilates (partially, but significantly) the "great religions" to the strong ideologies and all forms of fanaticism, passion of belief and practice that is addictive, more or less absolute and suffocating.
Among the notes of Paul I of this transcript from the mythical-historical novel by Paul Coelho, "The Fifth Mountain" (translation by Rita Desti, RCS Libri:
"Prologo.All 'beginning of the year 870 BC, a nation known as Phoenicia, which Israel called Lebanon, celebrating almost three centuries of peace. Its inhabitants could well be proud of their businesses: they were not politically strong, had been forced to develop an enviable ability to trade, the only way to ensure its survival in a world ravaged by constant war. Entered into an alliance around 1000 BC with King Solomon of Israel had allowed them to modernize the merchant fleet and expanding trade. Since then, the Phoenicians had never stopped growing. [...] Earlier in the year 870 BC, in a faraway place called Nineveh, was renumbered a council of war. A group of Assyrian general had decided to send their armies to conquer nations along the coast on the Mediterranean Sea. Phoenicia was chosen as the first country to invade. / Early in the year 870 BC, two men hiding in a stall Gi Gilead, Israel, waiting to die within hours. / / "First Part. 'I serve a Lord who now abandons me in the hands of my enemies,' said Elias. / 'God is God,' said the Levite. 'He said to Moses, it was good or bad. He said only: I am. He is therefore all that exists under the sun, the lightning that destroys the house, and the hand of man that rebuilds' "*

Needless to insist on clear consonance with what has been written above, also on theology Satanist. In short, diverse and distant sources, including measurement of centuries and millennia, religious nationalism converge in combining a grim and ruthless with a latent pantheism, in a way that respects the harsh reality. As if the two aspects of religiosity were aimed at different times and occasions, as if to avoid the emergence of their risky inherent contradiction. The coherence of national and ethnic exclusivism theological matters, the necessity of understanding the divine comforter should expand to the whole cosmos-chaos, where even despair can tip into hope and confidence. "Can," but not "must" necessarily means the tribal exclusivism, in fact, tends to prevail: colonizes the same latent pantheism and transforms it into drugs that mediates the uptake of the absurd more horror.
On another page, calendar, diary-Paul Elias returns to the conversation with the Levite and transcribes the lament
"Talking was the only way to dispel fear. At any moment the soldiers would open the the barn door where they were, they would be discovered and offered them the only choice possible: worship Baal, the Phoenician god, or be sentenced to death. They were searching house by house, converting or candannando to death the prophets. / Perhaps the Levite would become and that she escaped death. But Elijah had no choice: everything was happening because of him, and Jezebel wanted anyway his death. / / 'It was an angel of the Lord to make me talk to King Ahab and tell him that it would not rain until Baal was worshiped in Israel', he said, almost begging forgiveness for having listened to the words of the angel. 'But God acts slowly, and when the drought will begin to take effect, the Princess Jezebel will already have destroyed those who are faithful to the Lord' / The Levite said nothing. Baal was considering whether to convert or die in the name of the Lord. / / 'Who is God?' Elijah went. 'It is not He who holds the sword of the soldier who kills those who do not betray the faith of our patriarchs? E 'was he who put a foreign princess on the throne of our country so that all these misfortunes could happen to our generation? God kills the faithful, the innocent, those who follow the law of Moses? ' / / The Levite made his decision: he would rather die. At that point he began to laugh, because the idea of \u200b\u200bdeath frightened him more. He turned to the young prophet to his side and tried to reassure him: 'ask it to him, because I doubt its decisions'. 'I accepted my destiny now' / 'The Lord can not wish that we all are mercilessly slaughtered,' said Elijah. / / 'God can do anything. If it were limited to do only what we call Well, we could not call it omnipotent. He would dominate only part of the universe, and there is someone more powerful than him, supervising and judging his actions. In that case, I'd love someone more powerful trick that '/ /' If he can do anything, why not save from suffering those who love him? Why not save us, instead of giving power and glory to His enemies? ' / / 'I do not know,' said the Levite. 'But there is a reason, and I hope to meet you soon'. / / 'You do not have any answers for this question.' / / No, I do not have. "

* And so, for thousands of years, and made at the discretion of sophistry, paradoxes and violations of decency and empirical logic, the 'homo credens accepted any horror to the Holocaust. And if you did not answer for certain grim inconsistencies, patience, waiting, confident that, maybe in another life, God gives it to him. Neither the crowd evidence that such a powerful, half or whole pantheistic, becoming, in this hump logic, the direct author of Hitler and his executioners, Genghis Kahn and his warriors, who cooked live prisoners of war. And were able to exterminate the entire population of any of Beijing's happened to win. And so on, in the immensity of the alleged cruel creation.
"God can do anything," "God is everything": how to distinguish, then, the alleged metaphysical enemy, Satan, ruler defeated, according to the vulgate foolish, sovereign worthy of admiration of the ink decadent artists and poets. According to a mythical logic, of course, but less stupid than the Bible. Where the contradiction more obscene triumphs with wings spread, including indiscriminate killings and atrocities pressing, and the sorrow of devotees kneeling covers the bloody sadism of all religions. The worst is that Coelho is careful not to denounce the scandal of the ethical and Aletha ontological confusion between God and the individual national prespinoziano pantheistic god, we find that since the earliest religious ideas. Our Elia could have objected to the Levite in that God Almighty could not see an opponent of Baal, the Lord and Baal would be the same and the same thing, very same monstrous caprice. A conclusion that, in different ways and under different conditions, but with mythical monolithic logic has been taken from various Satanic cults and similar experiences as extravagant.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Trane Furnace Xv90 Humidifier

SUSANNA, Fragment 69 Fragment 68


So reports. Susy had to say "sustainable". She said "discreet, and not without the high-low any human relationship." In substance, acceptable. He understood that they were no longer the focus of penates always live in the ancient Roman houses, and this pleased him. Believed to sense a sort of nostalgia for something never had it, but he would accept willingly a regular life with him. Had not told, by phone, that the main difficulty between her and Rina was a kind of envy? Rina had everything she wanted and did not obtain. In his words measured, the current response evoked in Paul that piece of the telephone conversation away. However, overall Marco was respectful and loyal. Their meetings outside work? Very rare: "You know, the years that weigh, the little time available outside of work divided among the family, social relations connected to the same job and, finally, her: the last, and not among the largest slice of the pie. It might have been true, it verbal cream, alluded to his reluctance? or just pitiful hand balm? Paul did not pursue the investigation. To what purpose would it? And then he was too busy to enjoy this great little gift of "the divine Trickster."

Susan came with a cousin's widow on the beach, and it could not stay long away from home. Remained on the sand under a beach umbrella, while her friend moved away towards the room, had reached to let the drink (not so) cold, she had submitted, and then were returned to the space bar. Here they sat at a table in the clearing of the sidewalk in granting the owner of the premises. A thin roof of woven cane shade and privacy guaranteed by the contribution of other unknown palms and ivy plants, just above the lush canopy plots. Sipping a drink at the ice continued amarcord passionate conversation.
Paul was troubled by the desire to know more news about her father unhappy, but he had the courage to introduce the topic. And the rest was not a "desire" for sure: too dark, damn that case, to withdraw it out. But it was the same Susanna to do so, responding to a question about Paul's relationship with brothers and sisters. She said that some were chilly, because of its ruthless honesty about the "trash" his father: he had spilled their partners "papal papal", despite the noble appeal to the "gracious silence". And so the "shame of the family" was uncovered in front of the wives of Jack and medical aviator Charles, and in front of the elderly husband of Rosina. In short, the argument puteolente came out by itself, the side streets. It was not a reinforcement to the enjoyment of this surreal encounter. His hatred, "said Susy, for the monster's father was intact. Who in the family, spoke of the pathological case, replied that it was a convenient excuse, but infamous. And anyway, pathological or not, the fact was such crap that did not deserve any mitigation of guilt. That worm was very normal work and family, and the memory of this normality was blocking the blood boil. She was angry with his mother to suspect that he never showed anything can that he had never noticed anything abnormal in the conduct of that obsessive husband, and who knows what weird greedy? That in covering such a thing as "that" was excluded. More likely to notice some of his attention a bit mandrills' drive towards other women. Maybe you will read signs of "betrayals of the past," without following the avventurette without "side effects" of code weight and compromising. But Susanna excluded complicity in "things like that." It seemed also blamed herself, saying dumb and blind: why, for willful blindness which had not suspected anything in many years, not even you? The maternal instinct, which was "moved" when searching for the causes of quell'anoressia? He could not come to her a doubt, even a vague suspicion of anomalies like that? Of course, not aimed at the father, not that. But eventually confessed abuse the girl (if not already the child) could be traced back to the truth, "even to the worm," guilty. Nothing: confidence "that pig" was so ... And why, and how, could be Absolute, after she had had with him, just with him, "quell'assaggio" vocation of incest? He had removed the case? A mother should not forget such facts if you have children of their daughters to be entrusted the supervision of such a father. Certainly, the surveillance has played a cloud the failure of that misguided attempt, its resistance to blocking. The self-
process went quite a few 'minutes, in spite of attempts to stop him that Paul was doing. He felt a dull pain, he, listening to talk in those terms Susy cruel father. Obvious evidence of guilt, his vocabulary deserve that horrible, but resisted the unpleasant feeling, the pain did not diminish the glow of so clearly judgmental. It was like the destruction of a work of art he thought. The destruction of ...! But that's comparisons suggested that small, domestic storm hell? It was something much more shocking, even in its "cosmic insignificance." Nor could suggest words Gospel of forgiveness or other concoction. But talking was
. He had tried this argument: he thought, Susy, to what would have happened if her daughter's confession? What effect would the scandal, once exploded in the family, illness of the girl? Imagined, perhaps, that would be cured? and not rather that he would have exacerbated the course? If the girl had been silent for so many years, it means that its sensitivity would not tolerate violent shock. Therefore, it is likely that the explosion would have worsened the physio-psychological conditions. After all, the crisis is not the failure to graduate, specialize, to win a contest and get a job, fall in love, get married and continue working. Of course, the death of the grandfather, little more than sixty years old, had helped the cursus of success. A scandal would have allowed all these things?
"I do not know, and I ask myself all these questions. Mother, I think that I just clipped the infamous violence. "
" Do not do wrong, and I'm not sure to measure my understanding, that is total, absolute, and as you can imagine. I only say that other people would have suffered the shocking revelation, beginning with your mother, herself a victim of the husband. To say the brothers and sisters and other grandchildren. It is better to close the debate here? "This, to a close by us, the tone of the speech Pauline. One last detail, with ambition attenuating Paul reminded Susan that the two occasions of solitude with his grandfather did not have to be so limited. She admitted, but said that had not even been rare. And still the alleviation of his suffering was not worth investing in one. Paul apologized, she knew good faith. And he smiled in a fast fiat. One last thought
attacked a queue to the speech that was running out. A flash of thought, nothing special, indeed even the obvious prone, but with the air rescue of a suffering friend. That she had never doubted his father's behavior toward her granddaughter was only natural background also attempt to her: not the same thing under the spell of a beautiful daughter and twenties and to be the granddaughter of a vile seducer before puberty. In short, there was no room for self-flagellation of Susanna: this, the meaning of the "tail".

The conversation strayed to other topics. At one point, Paul said that to be as similar to "model" recalled, that meeting would have wanted the presence of Rina. Susanna "became not bad", that does not disagree with annoyance, as he had feared in the first few seconds of silence following his observation. He was even agree. But at the moment there was no time, either for her or for him: she had to return with his cousin, he would have to travel too many miles to go and come with Rina, assuming (but not granted) that his wife was available to such a commotion. For tomorrow, then? Go to the next day. But under the sign of the uncertain: she could receive a phone call that force it to leave immediately, giving up those few days longer than he wanted to "enjoy" in the homeland, memories of regret and nostalgia rogue. Let's hope so.
They parted with that greeting, a hug and a po'stretto a couple of kisses cheek to cheek, one of which quickly lips to lips initiative him. Most thought possible infringement against the implied commitment of their relationships: respect of friendship, that loyalty to their partners. And, who knows, perhaps even of their being well on in later years
*
Paul returned to the land of in-laws in a state of euphoria crackling: taste so dreamlike encounter had "shuffled". The reason, in fact, knocked on the door of emotion (but yes, let's use the old nomenclature) to be heard, the owner of both, however, opened just a crack and immediately closed again, hunting "in the outer darkness." What he could say, that "hypocritical slut" (a strange definition of such revolutionary goddess!), Which he did not know? That the whole commotion was childish, that the 'impossible meeting "was sterile, did not lead anywhere, and so on. So what? He had lived one of his famous "perfect moments" for many years he no longer "received" and that if they enjoyed in full and undisturbed irrationality. And a gallant kiss of farewell to Madame la Raison. This whore serves every turpitude and training. There are fine eggheads and Catholic crowds of Holiness tricoronate who prate of possible romance between faith and reason? Indeed, to make wedding! Rina
noticed a glittering start in the eyes of her husband, and never failed to ask him if he had done a "good meeting", for example, with some old colleague, or better, with one, less kindly old former student. He had made the mysterious, ambiguous refuge behind a smile, that "idiot", as she had to clarify. Which perhaps no longer feared by the husband amorous antics sessantaquattrenne and pains, and yet he knew still sensitive to the "second sex." It could, perhaps, reply to smile "mysterious" lenient with indifference, but not without a shiver of fear for possible exposure to ridicule: he knew that, unfortunately, vulnerable to an excess risk of uncontrolled gallant admiration. The fact was that Paul would have wanted to disclose the meeting and said of his desire to Susy and she was at a second rendezvous, and planned next. But thought it well to wait. He had given his mobile number to Susy because it warned, within 19, when he received that phone call. Speaking first was an unnecessary waste of unrest and gossip.
Unfortunately, or fortunately? (I know the range) the phone call, dreaded (or not even, perhaps, you want a little?) Came. Timely, on the hour limit, the phone rang. Conservatively, he had brought on the waterfront Letizia Marina, solo replica of his now famous (in family), morning walks. "Unfortunately," Susan had said, announcing a kind of SOS by Mark as "begging" (even Paul snorted in inner homine) to achieve by the five dell'indomani afternoon in order to be the day following Panormo. Sorry, of course, and hoped another, not far, at.
Paul still took a coincidence, but no, this one. In one of the "secret" phone calls Sicania Susy-Rome and told him repeatedly promised that in the event of a contingency "their" journey to the island (probably in the chaotic, fascinating and mafia "capital") would have done everything to come see him. Indeed, to find them - had stated immediately after the individual's sen fled. What you saw, one last time before ... Now here is the contingency fade: Panormo came to her when he was away from home and dall'efestica Sicania. He consoled himself: had not seen enough? The meeting with Rina was secondary matter, after all. What would add to the small miracle? On the contrary, perhaps, have taken something better than that achieved unlikely to remain an exclusive of the two connections.
With all due respect, too, the "deep Jung" that the mere coincidences did not believe at all. Well, almost. And maybe Sciascia, who confided to those all (or almost) the potential of the human face of truth, clean and dirty.

* Two and a half years after the 'impossible to meet "Mark, the companion wheel" (definition of Susy, to emphasize that he was not living together) became ill with lung cancer and ended up in a few months of suffering. As their affair, Susan could see him only in the early stages of the disease when the symptoms were still bearable, and even optimistically unequivocal. Watching him, you know, the hospital where he was hospitalized. It was certainly not the If unfold and leave his wife and children a picture of impaired husband and father. As long as he could, he was to call the cancer clinic where he was admitted to Rome, taking care to remove all traces of cell phone calls.
course, was the details of Susy to tell it to Paul. You said "sorry" for her. Which, however, let out a skeptical "even" which surprised the old "platonic lover" (This definition, however, was Paul). Moments of surprise, though: Susy was over thirty years later to speak, "Susy ever," frank and impulsive. Not so insensitive to the suffering of his or too indifferent to his untimely death provided. If it was not true love, it was certainly sincere gratitude which bound her to the man's aid was important, and perhaps something more. Certainly, then, a few exciting moments of his troubled life: fair compensation for those tribbles hexose. A memory

unexpected, indeed one of the famous intermittances du coeur, kindled in the floppy mnemic of Paul when Susy had told him that he was "not a man" for her. Here's the scene with all its colors. He had downstream of final exams successfully "Svang" the environment, his house in via Massawa in Zefiria, two of them, Paul and Susy, alone in first room, Rina was fetched by Giampiero neighbors. Sitting at the table along the Swedish furniture, curiosity can be protected by road, the curtains matting that covered the bottom rectangle windows. They talked. What? Now he wants too. Of different things, examinations, the Commissioners, of companions, perhaps and probably Adele, his confession on loving without hesitation and calculation. Here, this detail had to be decisive: why and how, otherwise, would slip into such a sensitive subject, so vibrant with temptations allusive? No, he could not get back to the stage immediately preceding that aroused the kind of Susy: "But you're not a man for me." Relived, Paul the impression "sconnettivante" that caused the freak: "As I am not a man? What do you mean cabbage? "He smiled, Susy, with pedagogical patience, a smile disappointed, though. And then he Esplan: "Maybe we had the right relationships? So far you have not been a man for me ... "Ah, in that sense, then. Had quieted, Paul. "Yes, you're right. Me are prohibited, and not believe that they have not been granted with all suffering the effects. " No, I do not believe Susy. But where to put him to her? had no idea how to get frustrating for a woman quell'assaggiare forever and ever ...? All right, orgasms and anything else the non-poor game, but for Christ's sake, there's also yearning for a complete meal in some situations! Paul completed the thoughts of Susy lexicon with the updated ... pantrofico phylogenetic impact "always try to bite and never, never swallow." Metaphorical language, all right, but (incorporated in pectore worship) with those roots long and that the abyssal 'cultural anthropology and the mythologies of the world have honored in various ways, often childish "weird", but with a core carrier fixed infinitely repeated. The identification in the "primitive mentality" was such that in certain "their" languages \u200b\u200bof the same name indicates the mouth and the female the same verb eat and copulate. Even the 'astrattissimo "Sartre the' self 'and' per se has rediscovered the impending radical when it defines the vulva a" voracious mouth which devours the penis. "Not to mention prolific oestrus wizards Salvador Dali, in vein of eros anthropophagic with his mistress. O more systematic Goffredo Parise, who in his "absolute natural" seems to echo the arguments of pantrofiste Gulizza (Paul had reviewed in detail by drawing on inspiration consistent with that doctrine ... illegal.)
It was not a man with her, that sentence impertinent. But it was, then? The phrase, mean. A rethink that 'absurd' experience at that time and context so logical, so coherent a rethink now, at a time when even the most trivial expressions ("Dating", "being together", "to have the boy "...) have only one semantics, which leads straight to the report coital (Vulgate: fuck) there is a feeling of alienation, of improbability para-superstitious. But perhaps this difference "epoch-making" is another whim of moralism and fearful of "honest dissimulation." Nor should disturb the winding pioveniana ambiguity, or the old Thomas Agree to diagnose the illness of Try Paul sinner righteous. *

But even the excuse of the sexual revolution is still just the first stirrings in that the central segment of the Sixties: it was not until "Sixty-eight mythical", and even better the next seventies, to see many taboos and dissolve precipitate massively many laces. And perhaps the seventies to record the dense bloom of magazines and websites increasingly hard erotic connotations in various ways and faced with cultural references, such as Yoga, Zen, ancient Egyptian religion, tarot and spiritual needs of every kind solar exotic (even a tortuous Sufism spreader of joy!).

Like those, in short, that describes Michel Houellebecq in his widely read unbiased and polyphonic utopian-apocalyptic novel, "The Elementary Particles", for example, the "Place of Change", where all the masks sexually liberating spiritual work for the glory of the female body to return ' instinct where vulvas of all ages, especially middle and passes, look for and find the joy of uninhibited sex, including displays of nudity and fantasy coinage of various application disinceppata, ranging from fellatio (perhaps esitalmente ingurgitante), the irreverent sodomy, passing for normal sex. The language of the famous narrator is explicit up gambling, and the steps that we cite as evidence boldly on climate of euphoria clamante are not among the most sbracati. "Unbearable at breakfast, happy hour again become the whore mystical women, engaged in a desperate race against their fellow young people." The fragments of conversation that followed set the tone for the kind of explicitness that legitimized the revolution "seventy" and ye say he gave throughout the West more or less Christian. Speak to one of the two protagonists brothers, the shy and "oral-sex" Bruno, a professor of letters, a colleague of natural sciences in his forties, in front of his trailer, in the place: "It 's one thing that happens to me sometimes, I start to fuck with whoever happens to [...] To penetrate the condom claim only [...] In general, men prefer blowjobs [...] The penetration bores them, all that up and down them tired. Instead, when I get in my mouth again become children. They never wanted to admit it, but I think from this point of view, feminism has broken the eggs in the basket. "
sweet occhiglauca The teacher, in that hallowed place copulatory old goers, makes a brief story:" At first it was an alternative place, nouvelle gauche, has now become New Age has not changed much. Already in the seventies there was interested in the mystical East; Today, there is more than a massage in the Jacuzzi. It 's a nice place, but a bit' sad, there is much less violence than outside. The atmosphere alleviates some mystical 'the brutality of this great fuck. But there are a lot of women who suffer. The men that age alone should not be pitied as the women in the same situation. The men just drink cheap wine, fall asleep and his breath stinks, and then wake up and start again; die soon. Single women take painkillers, do yoga, go to the analysis, live long and suffer a lot. The body is offering inflaccidito, ugly, and they know they are suffering. Yet still, because they can not give up to be loved. Until last fall victim to this illusion. Women have the ability to take cocks even when they are younger, but no longer have the opportunity to be loved. Humanity is like that, that's all. "
raw vision, which does not preclude moments of pure joy:" 'Christian', Bruno said softly, 'you exaggerate ... For example, I now I want to enjoy yourself'. 'I believe you. According to me you're a nice person. Selfish and kind '. " And vediamoli in their busy time of joy, punctuated with explicit requests and minute descriptions: "Christiane took off his sweatshirt, he lay down to across the bed, put a pillow under her ass, she opened her legs. At first Bruno licked at the edges of the pussy, then excited the clitoris small and quick tongue strokes. Christiane sighed deeply. 'He sticks a finger ...' she said. Bruno did so, he turned to continue to lick Christiane while caressing her breasts. She felt her nipples harden, raised his head. 'Continue, please ...' she asked. Bruno the garment in a more comfortable position and stroked her clitoris with your index finger. Small lips began to swell. Taken by a surge of joy, and licked greedily. Christiane groaned. For a moment, Bruno saw the vulva lean withered, and the mother, then the memory faded, he continued to rub her clit, faster and faster, licking his lips with firm but gentle tongue strokes. She panted louder and louder, the belly was a little 'flushed. It was very moist and pleasantly salty. After a brief pause, the Bruno introduced a finger in his anus and another in the vagina, clitoris and returned to devote to children and fast licks. Christiane enjoyed in silence, long thrills. Bruno stood motionless, his face resting on the vulva wet and stretched out her hands toward her, felt her fingers close down on its Christiane. 'Thank you', she said. Then he rose, pulled on his sweatshirt and returned to fill glasses "
Professor, contented, gives inspiration and education is a detailed lesson in sexual physiology:" The stem of the clitoris, the corona and sulcus of the glans is covered with Krause's corpuscles, very rich in nerve endings. When stimulated, they release a powerful flow in the brain of endorphins. Men and women have the glans and the clitoris coated Krause's corpuscles - in almost identical numbers, since at least in this we are equal. " Here begins a bubbly confidence interval of explicitness: "I was very in love with my husband. Caressed and licked sex almost with reverence, I loved to hear it inside me. I was proud to lead his erections, I had a picture of her sex erect and your wallet for me was like a saint. Please him was my greatest joy. He left me for a younger woman. Just now I realized that my pussy does not really catch your eye, begins to be an old woman's pussy. " Here ends the narrative interlude and returns the expert staff of genital physiology, "in old age, declining collagen and elastin fragmentation during mitosis tissues are gradually losing their firmness and elasticity. At twenty I had a very beautiful vulva, today, I realize that the big and small lips are a bit 'baggy'. " *

En passant, we recall that in one of these women no longer young and hungry for sex Houellebecq depicts the elderly mother. Which did not like so much honor. Then, dispute, controversy, and something more. I think it's just the character of Christiane projection of maternal well-educated and open-minded novelist. But it could be any of those suffering eager and not resigned to fasting. His son meanwhile, little disturbed by the disappointment of the lively and responsive parent, you can enjoy the effects of his tireless Mammonites production talent from best seller. And we hope you know how to make good use (for example, with generous offers solidarity).
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Returning to the "Elementary Particles". In a vibrant and erudite conversation between the two half-brothers, please note that the sexual revolution was an integral part of the brothers utopia Huxley. The assumptions of the "new world" of humanity re-programmed by the combination of science-technical and meritocracy, according to Bruno does not envisage that "kind of totalitarian nightmare" that the vulgate hermeneutics has given the author's polemical target preventive defense: "Brave New World, however, is a paradise, is exactly the world that we strive, so far unsuccessfully, to achieve". And it is part of the liberation eros. The molecular biologist brother, Michel, agrees, and remembers the brother of Aldous and Julian, in 1931, had published a bold essay entitled "What I hate to think" where are all the ideas of the New World, "on the genetic control and improvement of species - including the human. "All" is presented, and without the slightest ambiguity, as a desirable end, to which should strive for. "ridging, Bruno, the company described in the" New World is a company happy, which have disappeared from tragedies and extreme feelings. Sexual freedom is absolute, there is no obstacle to pleasure and enjoyment "The residual depressive disorders are treated with drugs. Michel recalls other events.
"After the war, in 1946, Julian Huxley was appointed director general of UNESCO, which had just been created. In the same year his brother published "Back to the New World, in which attempts to present" New World "as a complaint, a satire. A few years later, Aldous Huxley became the main guarantor theoretical hippie experience. He had always been an advocate of sexual freedom, and had been a pioneer in the use of psychedelic drugs. Esalen's founders knew him and were influenced by his thinking. The New Age movement, then adopted in full the arguments of the experience of Esalen. [...] Julian Huxley pubbligò "Island" in 1962, is his latest book [...] It 'set in a tropical island paradise - the vegetation and landscapes are inspired likely to Sri Lanka. On this island has developed an original civilization, far from the large trade flows of the twentieth century, a civilization far advanced in terms of technology but at the same time respectful of nature: peaceful, completely freed from neurosis family and Judeo-Christian inhibitions. The nudity is considered natural, and the lust and love are practiced freely. This mediocre book, but very easy to read, has greatly influenced the hippies and, through them, the followers of the New Age. After all, the community described in harmonious Island has several features in common with that of the New World. In fact Huxley himself, in his likely state of stoned, does not seem to have noticed the analogy, the fact is that the company is described in Island so close to New World as the company is the hippy libertarian than the liberal bourgeois society, or rather than to its social democratic variant Swedish

version, however, defeated in global projection, two consequences of "metaphysical mutation that created materialism and science modern rationalism and individualism. Huxley's mistake was that it did not adequately assess the balance of power between these two consequences. " The excess of individualism neutralizes the advantages of an ideal society, where the control of the economy and the dissociation of sex / reproductive eliminate their conflicts (economic, "a metaphor for the domination of space" and sexual metaphor, through procreation, time domain "). Develop into a narcissistic individualism undermines the benefits of utopian society. The conflict remains, and tends to get stronger, "because the mutation made by modern science metaphysics ... carries the vanity, hatred, and desire. " "In itself the desire - as opposed to pleasure - is a source of suffering, hatred and unhappiness. And this, all philosophers - not just Buddhists, not only Christians but all philosophers worthy of the name - the hamm understood and taught. The solution of the Utopians - from Plato to Huxley via Fourier - nell'annientare is the desire, and suffering related organization, the immediate satisfaction. In contrast, the erotic-advertising company in which we live will doggedly to hold the desire to develop it up to unprecedented size, while controlling their satisfaction in the field of privacy. In order for that society functions so the competition continues. It is important that the desire to grow, you expand and consume the lives of men. "
Reflections as suggestive as prone to gambling hermeneutics as benign violence has played the intrepid author of the thesis of those inspired visionaries and philanthropists? Beautiful issue. But not addressed at this stage of the long journey through the novel experience of Paul and Susan. There goodbye with a sigh of regret for the happiness betrayed. Maiora premunt.

* No, there was still the sexual revolution in that segment of Saturn and Gaia, but had nothing to do with the story of Paul and Susanna other students in the conditions she had jumped the ditch with their professors. And her friend Adele had not pulled back to the country was extremely province, certainly, and we arrived late revolutions metropolitan and domesticated, but there was the sun to warm their bodies. That the African sun boiling summers. No-stitch, therefore: the efforts of Paul was that not one nor two, but many times he had explained Estess.

* In the first call funeral won the discretion, and Paul her tongue on the responsibilities of the subjective death. But the second, a few months later, no one spoke only of its material consequences in the life of Susy: Paul said that you could not smoke as that and not expect Marco lethal effects, however you want them removed in time. And, of course, even as the unrepentant Susanna, obstinate in vice in defiance of his 52 years. It was clear that the cruel words of Paul were not chaff "curiosity talkative," but the board of the passionate warning and repeated the "old Susy" account that was? which drew advantage? No account that, in practice, no advantage; total zero. The crazy little head persisted in the old refrain: he had lived long enough, he had "tasted the world disgusting too, for her death would be a "liberation." And so chanting, in inverted sense of camusiana, and ignorant, "metaphysical rebellion". Provoke them, Paul was not better than to question the sincerity of his words: "You are too vital, too gritty to really want death." He was serious, the "old", or just wanted to make her angry? He said seriously. He did not understand that his determination was only supposed to be angry unarmed helplessness? Yes, I understand, but also a reactive anger is vitality. Rather, it looked from the monster that killed his friend. It is not the only game in death, which, at best, you may not even worry too much - say, an excess of "knowledge" - but to die, ways of closing the game. Which could be frightening. As happens all too often, as happened to Paul to see so many friends and family torn apart by a dragon with a thousand faces and cunning of the most ingenious sadism liquidator.
managed to make him promise that he would smoke less. At that time, Paul asked her how her daily life to take place after the death of that life support. She revealed that her daughters helped her, and with full consent of their husbands. In that part of the conversation, Paul noticed an unusual sound in the voice of Susy, a note of tremulous emotion. Not maintaining the momentum of a comment "moral."
"See, then, that something good still resists nell'inquinatissima natural and human reality?"
"Yes, I see and I am pleased. But I do not want to burden the family of my daughters. "
" You are the usual exaggerated. What weight will never be an integration of your food for two pairs of double-provided personal gain? You do not have these major flaws and extravagant claims of elegance or fun. So what? "
There she was, the gaffe of his scotoma Mneme! He had forgotten that she had given up on those greedy "food" in order to keep her two daughters? E hours was nearly escaped the curiosity to know what amounts, and what the criteria of frequency, were the daughters of the brave. He apologized, and a Paul mortified almost stammering, the "inexcusable neglect", but Susy was the same to minimize the incident and, changing the subject, to point out that she thought to halve, or at least reduce, the money supply subsidiary. And then, the practice was going to have that little INPS pension contributions paid to the reserve. Meanwhile, informed his friend that, Claudia, through a period of calmer emotional stability. A Paul had an idea that held them, and if the very sensitive Claudina not only suffer Chronic memory of the violation but also of the report of the mother of his illegally? That weighed as a fate this sequence of events in your family? The hypothesis would help to understand that mental and physical improvement. But maybe it was an unnecessary gamble Pauline imagination: perhaps the possible meaning of "liberation" sorrow prevailed for the new mother of the unfortunate loss and loneliness. A complicated creature, that Claudia, that the vulnerable maternity Susy went to "devalue" as a teenager locked.
Now Paul was disturbed by a spontaneous flash memory, the plaintiff, at long intervals, speaking with Claudia Susan. In one of the few occasions that gathered on the beach with his daughters Susy Zefiria Paul and Rina with the small-Manuela, a little more than thirteen Claudina, with an innocent movement had found a bit 'of flora pubic tricot. And he, who accidentally turned his eyes toward the girl, she had looked away with a quick click of el'impaccio who had inadvertently desecrated a sacred delicacy. Qualms of ancient workmanship, the result a bit 'ridiculous that children Catholic education from sexual phobia confuse the trivial excitement of watching the involuntary feeling of having committed an impropriety.